Audacious Fool

I Don't Know Who Needs To Hear This, but...

Make memories with your parents. Spend intentional time with them. Answer the phone when they call. Get to know them as human beings.

Audacious Fool

Dec 21, 20233 min read

A Love Letter to People Who Don't Love Me [Anymore]

One of the very first things people will say to you when tragedy strikes is, "I'll always be here for you." They'll say it so...

Audacious Fool

Oct 1, 20234 min read

NEW Season: Episode 1

Follow my journey as I pack my bags and move to Japan! Living abroad means transitioning from "I'm on vacation" to "MY LIFE IS A VACATION."

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Aug 10, 20232 min read

Do You Think You'll Fall in Love Again? Pt. 4

Tyler and I slowly drifted and he set his sights on his next expedition. I was living in the middle of an incestuous adult summer camp....

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Oct 26, 20213 min read

Do You Think You'll Fall in Love Again? Pt. 2

He had a devilish grin that welcomed you in, but you also knew would get you into trouble. He was so full of life in a way that I needed.

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Oct 3, 20213 min read

Do You Think You'll Fall in Love Again? Pt. 1

The prospect of finding love after the one you love dies is unbearable. It was the absolute last thing on my mind. That was until....

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Sep 29, 20212 min read

"Is it always going to hurt this much?"

My grief made me a time bomb just waiting to go off. I was consumed with sadness and anger; a dangerous and deadly combination that would...

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Mar 17, 20217 min read

The Final Battles Pt. 4

Being in a relationship with someone with mental illness can be emotionally exhausting. It will be hard to know where you can help.

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Jan 31, 20216 min read

The Final Battles Pt. 3

Losing someone through suicide feels preventable. It feels like, if only I could've managed to say and do the right thing, then maybe...

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Jan 19, 20213 min read

Project Moving Mountains

Loss isn't just about losing people. You can lose jobs, friends and apparently even normalcy as we once knew it, and it'll all feel the same

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Jan 5, 20215 min read

The Final Battles Pt. 2

She will sit in the deafening silence and just hope her light can shine Daniel’s way back home.

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Sep 22, 20203 min read

The Final Battles Pt. 1

Future Me would torture the mind of Past Self. She would inflict the venomous doubt that comes with the ‘What ifs.’

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Sep 18, 20207 min read

The Sword in my Soul

Daniel is the sword in my soul. The tattoo is placed on my core because he is at the center of everything that I do.

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Sep 3, 20204 min read

I WILL HUFF AND PUFF AND BLOW YOUR HOUSE DOWN

Bad Wolf is a tribute to the worst parts of me. The wolf is looking back because part of me will always be looking back on Daniel’s death in

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Aug 25, 20203 min read

All the Right Moves in all the Right Faces

I have been both the best and worst versions of myself. I have been both consumed with light and darkness. My grief has taught me

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Aug 14, 20203 min read

That Shit Hurt: A series Pt. 6

I'm sorry it had to be this way. You not needing me anymore means I have taught you everything that I needed to. I'll always carry you on me

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Jul 21, 20203 min read

That Shit Hurt: A series Pt. 5

She chose to listen to the demons inside me instead of the other half of her tattoo.

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Jul 14, 20203 min read

That Shit Hurt: A series Pt. 4

How can I move on? It was you. I can't. I'm sorry if you wanted more for me, but I wanted more for us.

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Jul 8, 20205 min read

That Shit Hurt: A series Pt. 3

Get this fucking picture out of your head that suicidal people sit in a corner crying all day.

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Jul 3, 20203 min read

That Shit Hurt: A series Pt. 2

I replayed all our memories in my head like a movie. I let myself stay in a constant painful loop of the past.

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Jun 30, 20203 min read